crazy feeling actually... i know i have so much to do! Maybe that's the problem... i don't know where to begin, yet i keep adding to my lists?? (like i just found some free wooden pallets and i'm trying to figure out how/when to pick them up).
Feeling again like finding an acreage... getting out into the country. Jonathan bought a welder, so it would be nice to have a shop for him to use it. Actually, we looked at an acreage on Saturday. The yard & location were fine, but the house left a lot to be desired. There's a different place that has a wonderful house but only a few acres and a bit further away. I'm trying to convince myself that we should just work at finishing this house (and doing little fix-up/ improvements) so that when/if we find an acreage that might work for us, that we'd be ready to list this place. And if we never move, i'm sure we'd still appreciate a finished house.
Maybe it's a contentment issue... or is it perhaps time for change?
Too many thoughts running in too many directions.
Feeling more impatient about our wait for referral (and the wait after referral too as it seems to be taking longer and longer there too)... and the thought came to me again last night that maybe we should take in a few foster children while we're waiting. But that might not be the best thing either ~ i am still doing program with Brenden and can't let that fall behind because we're committed to that. There is also a good possibility that i will be babysitting again in April. And i already feel like i'm not involved enough with the rest of kids' school stuff (almost like guilt that i'm not "there for them" enough ~ but they know i'm available if they need anything).
Ok... wasted enough time... i need to figure out my afternoon to try and use that time efficiently.
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